Tuesday, September 30, 2008

It's Time to Fly!

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go...to Seattle & beyond!


Tomorrow afternoon I return to the beautiful North Cascades in Washington for my good friend Gwen's wedding. It was just over a year ago that emily & I ventured out to spend time with her kayaking and exploring.

But this wedding on Friday, isn't just any wedding. It is my first wedding of leading the service. Of course, someone else will be doing the legal work, but I am still counting this as a partial first.

These next days will be a huge adventure alone! I meet Erin, Dan, emily, & Colby tomorrow night, get to Gwen & Andy's on Thursday afternoon, wedding Friday morning, and then I leave the national park just after midnight on Saturday morning to begin the trek back to SEA-TAC Airport in the dark. I arrive back in AZ early Saturday just in time to begin my preaching rotation for the weekend.

Wow! It should be fun!

And the best news of all today: it's finally starting to cool down here. We're talking 90s on a regular basis...woohoo!

Well, I had better get back to packing...

Peace--
HGJ

Sunday, September 28, 2008

D-backs Fun!

After church today, I went to my first Diamondbacks game at Chase Field!


I had a blast with Jacky, Doy, and John. It was great to be in a different stadium and to enjoy their last game of the season with such fun people. I was even introduced to Baxter, their mascot.


I have to admit though, it took a little getting used to cheering for a new team, but I was able to keep track of the Twins throughout the game.


The D-backs even tied it up in the 8th and came through on the last pitch. Actually, it was a walk, with the bases loaded, but, hey, a win is a win!


All in all, a great day.

And now the rest of the week is already here. This next days are busy with visitations, bible studies, and sermon writing Monday-Wednesday, and then Wednesday afternoon I fly out to Seattle for Gwen & Andy's wedding, and back to AZ for preaching Saturday-Sunday.

I miss you all! And I hope...and pray :)...that you are enjoying today.

With joy--

HGJ

Friday, September 26, 2008

The story of my life...

Here's my quote of the day:

If you would be a real seeker after truth, it is necessary that at least once in your life you doubt, as far as possible, all things.

- Rene Descartes

Like I said, it's the story of my life...but at least I'm not the only one who thinks so :)

Anyway, it was another nice day here in Mesa, spent relaxing, having fun, running errands, and enjoying a night out on the town courtesy of Keith & Shirley. I mean, who doesn't love Mexican food and margaritas with wonderful people?!

And now it's playing catch-up on the debates that happened tonight. Goodness, I love politics.

And it's back to work tomorrow, having fun welcoming 60+ new members to their orientation session. More names and faces to remember, or at least greet. What a job.

Quick rundown of the rest of the weekend:

Saturday evening: FREE!
Sunday: Church + Diamondbacks game with a few people from church.

Sounds good to me!

Have a fantastic weekend!

With Hope--
HGJ

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

The Honeymoon

If I could pick to be anywhere in the world right now (outside of being home with family), it would be this exact place in the mountain stations of India. Isn't it beautiful? This place reminds me that the world continues on, even without us. But it is also a place where it looks as though my dreams of acquiring my superhero skills of flying would be most beneficial.

All I want to do is soar.

My realization from today is this: this is the beginning of the end...the beginning of the end of the internship honeymoon phase, at least.

This year and what I imagine it will entail has finally "set in." I now have a schedule, a daily & weekly routine. Mostly I find it comforting, but not always...like tonight.

All I can say is, "Ugh."

But tomorrow is a new day, with new adventures, and then...best of all...I get a day off.

Talk about, "Praise the Lord!"

Peace to you all--
HGJ

PS...If any of you want to go to India, I'll buy the plane tickets! While we're at it, can we get around the world tickets too?

Monday, September 22, 2008

My new favorite activity...

My new favorite activity in Arizona is watching movies on a big screen in a back yard with old people.

Yes, I just said that.

And I can't wait for the next one.

Who would've thought that people 4-5x my age would become such great friends.

Oh, life is surprising.

peace--
HGJ

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Is it the weekend yet?

What a busy week....I'm ready for a nice relaxing weekend, is that bad?!

Here's the grand finale countdown of my Saturday & Sunday:

1. 4 hospital visits

2. 5 sermons preached +1 kick-butt children's sermon complete with leaves brought from WI! (This week I'll upload the audio when the link is put up on the internet)

3. 5 worship services at two different locations

4. Afternoon fun at one of the local nursing homes, though Bingo was not included

And best of all...

5. 1,000,000 hands shaked, side hugs given, awkward "air" kisses, and "Oh, it's so good to see you here today"-s.

Don't be jealous :)

For some people I met today, I was the first woman for them to see in a pulpit. Kind of an honor/really weird thing for me. Most of the people I met though were pleasantly kind & generous. Others are still confused.

The bad news of the day is that I wasn't around for Johnson/Mason family fun time with UB and the crew. I missed not being there today and having fun with them. Though the phone calls & emails helped to fill me in.

And now I'm tired and it's time for Monday!

No complaints though--I guess more fun is just needed to be had in Mesa.

And on that note, I'm going to bed. Mind you, it's not even 7:30 here yet.

Hope your weekends were wonderful!

Take care,
HGJ

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Awkward Hospital Visit of the Day

Here's a snippet of The Conversation of the Day from a local hospital:

Me: Hi, ________. My name is Hannah and I'm the new intern over at Our Saviors. I saw your name on our visitation list, and wanted to stop by and say hi.

Her: Oh, hi. You were here yesterday.

Me: Oh, I don't think that was me.

Her: No, you brought me communion. Well maybe not. I think it might have been a man who came.

Me: Well, it's nice to meet you, _______. Thanks for letting me come.

Her: So do you just go around to all the rooms and see people?

Me: No, I'm a pastor at Our Saviors on Ellsworth, and I get to make special visits to people from the church.

Her: Well, you can't be a pastor. You're too young. How old ARE you?

Me: 24.

Her: Ha. I have grandkids older than you.

Me: Uh...well, I am pretty young, but I'm excited to be here.

Her: So you're just around and the other pastors preach?

Me: Actually, I get to preach too. I'm preaching this weekend.

Her: Oh, well good luck with that. Make sure you pray for me.

Another Day...Another Dollar (kind of)

The week is flying by! It has almost been a month since arriving here in Arizona, and each day continues to bring new elements of surprise.

Here are some of those elements from today:

1. I just realized the sermon I preach this weekend will be preached not once, or twice, or even three or four times...it's like Easter every Sunday at Our Saviors, and so the grand total of preaching opportunities this weekend alone is 5! Count 'em...5! Ah! It better be a good one, or I'm going to bore myself to death.

2. Quilting time with the elders is absolutely one of the most fascinating things...ever. What's better than sewing on tickles for blankets to be donated to the community while talking about church and politics and eating delicious treats?! Of course, I'm not really allowed to talk politics with parishoners, but it's almost as great just to listen to them. Because of these lovely women, Thursday is my favorite day of the week.

3. I can cook...kind of. I made a big pot of potato soup, and then remembered that I am only one person and probably don't want to eat it every day for the next two weeks. It was, however, a wonderful surprise that I can create something "adult like" and it can taste kind of good.

4. My brothers and parents can tell me all about the awesome TV show they just saw HOURS before they even broadcast here. I kind of feel robbed--like I'm missing out on something spectacular with the time delay.

5. I never thought I would say 97 degrees is cold! Ok, well I don't exactly believe it, but the sunset does provide wonderful relief from the 100+ degree weather.

And now, it's back to work tomorrow...and Saturday...and Sunday, and then Monday again.

Full-time church life is busy! The best news of all though is that all I have to "do" is church--not school and church.

Life is decently good.

All the best,
HGJ

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

...a hand for each hand was made for the world...


I am reminded tonight of a song from Mr. Magoo's Christmas Carol tonight. Oddly enough, it is one of the songs my family sings now and again when we are bored in the car. The first lines go:

...a hand for each hand was made for the world... why don't my fingers reach?

Depressing, to say the least. The song is all about loneliness. But as I reflect back on my day, this is the kind of loneliness I faced both at work and at home.

My workday was spent visiting elders in the community and bringing them Communion. The visits are done once a month, so wanted to cross a few off of my list, seeing that it's already the 16th. Every person I met was so kind and welcoming, but each expressed being lonely. Most are widowers who spend their days waiting for the phone to ring, for the mail to come, or for a visitor to knock on the door. Each day passes with feelings of great monotony.

And officially, all of my visitors have left Arizona, so I am now the only resident in #2095. It's not bad, but it's different to not have others around to talk to. It's manageable, as of right now (I sing a lot!), so that's good (right, Kira?)...but it's still hard.

But somehow--in the midst of such loneliness--there is hope in it all.

Today was the perfect reminder to me of what can happen when we reach out to each other and "be."

I am grateful for the women I met with today and for the opportunity to spend time with them in addition to bringing them Communion, even if it only meant breaking up the monotony of spending the day alone.

I am grateful for the mail, cards, & cds I received today from friends back at home.

And I am grateful for the phone calls today from family and friends--near and far--that reminded me of the importance of laughter and sharing stories.

So it makes sense. Although Mr. Magoo's words are depressing, there is a good message there.

We are able to hold another's hand when first we reach out. We are able to be the voice to answer one's back when we take time to listen and share. And when we are really lucky, we even get to connect with people and "be the shoes that click to their clack."

This is the ministry of the church. And I guess a great deal of "my call" story too.

Huh. Interesting.

But now I can't get the song out of my head. Uh oh.

Peace--

HGJ

Monday, September 15, 2008

"Let Us Go Across to the Other Side..."

Yesterday we celebrated Noah's Ordination. He is officially a pastor of the ELCA! It was a wonderful day spent with family and friends--old and new. It was a great reunion with our former pastors Tom Nyman and Tom Hansen and their families, and Pastor Hardy and his wife, along with Sondra (she sang Amazing Grace acapella), Michael and Michael, and friends from Salem Lutheran in North Minneapolis. Pastors Jane Ann and Paul Settergren, Pastor Ann Rabe, Pastor Suzanne Smith, Pastor Mark from St. John's in Minneapolis, Pastor Richard Bowman, Pastor/Professor Mark Granquist, Pastor Chuck Anderson and wife Shirley, supporters since Gustavus days, Bishop Tom Aitken and friends like Kira and Nina, the Mason, Pershke, Guenthner, Foss, Knefelkamp, Kavanagh, Lawrenz, and Pardon families. Cindy Lyon did the catering with help from Dad, Grandma, Bernie, and Uncle Ronnie. Peg Arnason did the dinning room decorating. Scott Holloway presented Noah with stoles from CLC and Bob Waedekin played the organ and Charlene Gulbrandson sang. Wally & Irene even came from Chisago!









What an ensemble! Maybe in two years, we'll have another gathering of the same sort :)

We are all still pretty tired, but Mom and I went walking/jogging with Woofie this morning, and we are just going to enjoy relaxing today before my flight to AZ tonight.

And the good news of the day so far is that I purchased my ticket home for December, and Mom and Dad have their tickets to join me in Mesa the month of January.
Hope you are all doing well--
Peace--
HGJ

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Cheer Up, Murray...We're Going Home


Photo from HBO/Marquette Tribune

We are watching the last two episodes of Season 1 from Flight of the Conchords: a show about our friends Bret, Jemaine, Murray, & Mel.

They always bring a smile to our face. If you haven't seen the show, go out and find it...it will change your life forever. No joke.

It's hard to believe Mom and I left Osceola three weeks ago, and tomorrow, we finally arrive home...thankfully a shorter trip than the way down. We are looking forward to being at home and feeling cooler weather. And of course, seeing family, friends, and animals.

These past weeks have been great. I finally feel settled here. There have been some ups and downs (a lot of hard things these past few days), but all in all, it has been good. Honestly, better than I thought it would! Isn't that a wonderful thing to be able to say?

And I am so happy to have connected with Erin, Kira, and em eddy this week too...they always bring such joy to my day. And thankfully, there more people to reconnect over the next days too--in person and over the phone.

So...off to Minnesota & Wisconsin we go!

See you later alligators--

HGJ, Noah, & Ellen

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Fun with Family & Friends

Highlights from the past two days:

1. Hanging out with Noah and my mom and exploring more of Mesa.

2. More early morning swim excursions.

3. Watching the Vikings/Packers game in the fitness center and at Noah's new favorite restaurant, Chilis.

4. A wonderful evening with some of our favorite Arizonians--Keith & Shirley Hackney (& Callie)--complete with homemade spaghetti, wine, & Mom's famous cookies.

5. Getting Mom hooked on one of our (Noah & my) new favorite shows: Flight of the Conchords.

6. Going to bed early and getting up at sunrise! It's starting to grow on me.

That's all for now. Hopefully new pictures for you soon.

A few days and we'll be home...Mom and Noah for a long time...me for a few days.

peace--
HGJ

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Another Partner in Crime Arrives...

The adventure continues...

Church was great this morning, and I had a wonderful time meeting and greeting the people of Epiphany Lutheran. The church is located about 20 minutes from home, closer to the Superstition Mountains. Three years ago, the pastor was brought in to help the congregation "die." Today, it is alive and well. The demographic is aging, but they have all been very kind in their welcoming. And following the church tradition, they even got me a cake today :)

After church we headed to the airport and picked up Noah! It is so wonderful to have him here. We have already been playing out in the sun and the pool, but the heat is still intense. Noah says, "I have never felt heat like this before."

So...another weekend done. Next weekend in Minnesota/Wisconsin for Noah's ordination, and then back to Arizona on Monday.

Life is good.

All the best
--HGJ, Elly, and NJ





Saturday, September 6, 2008

Christ and Christians Too!

Tomorrow's sermon will not be recorded, but I wanted to share it with you. The Gospel text is Matthew 18:15-20.

Christ and Christians Too!

Good morning! Grace and peace to you from our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.

Today’s gospel is highlighted with the title, “Dealing with sin in the church.” Sin in the church? Now let me start by saying that I was not sent by Luther Seminary—in far away St. Paul, Minnesota—to lecture you about any dysfunction that may or may not exist here at Epiphany Lutheran. I have only met a few of you—I have attended one Bible Study—and I have had lunch with Pastor John. I have, however, been a member of the Body of Christ for 24 years, and that is the “church” I want to talk about today. Author of Jesus for President, Shane Claiborne writes, ““By church we mean the body of people who make the God of Jesus visible in the world, for better or for worse.” We are the church. Christ and Christians too.

Like many college students, I studied abroad for a semester during my senior year in college. My parents were anxious that I study in a nice comfortable country like Sweden or Norway, but I chose India because of my passion for religion and politics. I wanted to see the land of the great Christian missionary and Nobel prize winner, Mother Teresa and the famous Hindu leader, Gandhi. Many of you know that Gandhi was a major political and spiritual leader of India. He was the pioneer of resistance to tyranny through mass civil disobedience.He is commonly known around the world as Mahatma Gandhi or "Great Soul".

Gandhi comes to mind when I read today’s gospel headline, “Dealing with Sin in the Church.” He once said, “I like your Christ. I do not like your Christians. They are so unlike your Christ.” I think the reason Gandhi had trouble with Christians is that we often fail to live up to the expectations Jesus hopes for his people. We profess Jesus’ love, then we argue and bicker. We proclaim a peace that surpasses all human understanding, then we are judgmental, full of hatred, and yes, even violent. We declare our allegiance to loving others, then turn a blind eye to those in need. While we sometimes find ourselves acting like dumb sheep by arguing and fighting, today’s readings address the flaws which are part of our human sinfulness that are inevitable in the church.

So how are we doing as God’s people in community? Ezekiel shows us the boldness that we need to have as people of God….people of faith. This Old Testament passage is not about philosophy, it is about action. Ezekiel is called to sound the trumpet and warn the people. Are we listening to God’s call or are we complacent? It takes courage and commitment and energy to put our faith into action but we listen to God saying, “I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turn from their ways and live.” How are we responding to God and to each other? Are we sounding the trumpet?


Pointing people to God takes courage. We must summon strength, commitment and energy. It takes boldness, and as Lutherans we are comfortable in seeking the company of like-minded believers. Our tradition is not knocking on doors and handing out leaflets on street corners. We love Jesus and we reach out to people in a different way. We bring food and clothing to the needy. We pray for others, we visit. We donate our time and resources. Pastor John reminded us in Bible Study this week that Lutherans are not about religion, but relationship.

Today’s New Testament passage from Romans is to our liking. We strive to, “Put on the Lord Jesus Christ.” Jesus sums up the commandments, the law, this way, “Love your neighbor as yourself.” Love does no wrong to a neighbor; therefore, love is the fulfilling of the law.” This is a simple approach, isn’t it? Well, it sounds simple, but how do we really put this commandment into action?

As Christians, we already know that we are commanded to show others love. The gospel reading of Matthew might be mistaken as an outline, a plan really, on how to point out the sin of others. I look at it differently.

The passage is about love and seeking others out despite our individual and collective sin. Moment by moment, God’s grace is showered upon us as we pray, “Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us.” The quintessential way to develop and maintain growing and healthy relationships in the church is by our understanding and application of love and forgiveness. When we resist or refuse to deal with others in love and forgiveness, is it a wonder that someone outside the Christian church would question our seriousness about Jesus and his teaching?

Keep in mind that when you find faults in others, Jesus has already taught us in Matthew 7 to take the plank out of our own eyes, before we try to remove the speck in the eye of someone else. When we foster conflict and gossip, we escalate the problem and fuel dysfunction in our families, communities, and yes, in the church. At the same time, we destroy our relationships and the opportunities for Jesus to use us. The end result? We are judged by non Christians as insincere and lacking the convictions of our faith.

But when we humble ourselves before the Lord, we facilitate the good character the Church is supposed to emulate; then, we become more harmonious to His call and to others. If Jesus were to visit this church today, would He see this congregation as an example of how to love and care for one another? What about at home and with your family and in our neighborhoods? Is it one that quarrels or one that loves? What glorifies Jesus and leads to a better life for us: conflict and violence or love and peace?

Mother Teresa, speaking of her life’s work with the poor and dying in Calcutta said, "Many people mistake our work for our vocation. Our vocation is the love of Jesus." There is nothing more powerful than that love and the recognition of that love in others.

The Indian people taught me about seeking that love with one word, “Namaste!” which means, “The divine in me meets the divine in you,” in Hindi….one of the languages of India. “Namaste…the great perfection within me honors the great perfection within you.” This greeting in India is offered by all people… people in temples, people on the streets, wealthy people, poor people, business owners, Tsunami survivors, orphans, street vendors, migrant workers, teachers, relatives, and friends. So this morning, let’s extend this greeting to each other. Namaste!

Jesus leaves us at the end of today’s gospel with a powerful invitation. “If two of you on earth agree about anything you ask for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them." Think about the incredible things Christians have done when they agree on things. We have moved mountains in feeding the hungry, finding shelter for the homeless, prayed to cure disease, visited the hospitalized and imprisoned, comforted the lonely and welcome the outcast. Think what more there is to be done. Think of what more we can accomplish when we allow Jesus that is inside of all of us to recognize and honor the Jesus in everyone. ----

So we wonder once again, sin in the church? We admit that we are all sinners. But that is why God sent his son to us. That is why Jesus died on the cross: to save us from our sins.

So let us reconcile our differences, especially those within the church, and concentrate on spreading the good news which is Jesus Christ.

Let us love and serve and affirm each other as Jesus commands.
Let us work together as he invites us to alleviate misery and hopelessness.
Let us love one another, friends.
Let us not give reason for anyone to ever question that we are followers of the Living God.
Let them know and admire Christ and yes, Christians too.

Amen.

Friday, September 5, 2008

It's a Beautiful Day!

Another early morning swim today...It was wonderful! :)

And today is my official day off during the week, so I don't have to go to church. Unfortunately, I was busy yesterday with the quilters and the adult care volunteers and participants, so I didn't get my sermon done for Sunday, but I had a great time spending time with people, so it was well worth it.

Anyway, today will be spent writing, running errands, and playing. Sounds fun to me.

Here are some more pictures to share of the apartment complex and my home for the next year.


You can see the sun coming over the Superstition Mountains.
The pool area
Mom under her favorite shady umbrellas
Palm trees!
In the pool! My favorite...except my favorite swim cap split open today.
Mom in the pool...it's kind of cold before the sun comes out!
The Ford Focus Wagon in all its glory under the shaded parking.

Hope you all have a wonderful weekend--
HGJ

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Early Morning...Late Night!

The day began with a 6 o'clock swim, and it was fantastic! Surely, it's the only time (besides night time) when you don't have to wear sunscreen while outside. It was a great day to have the pool to ourselves and enjoy the sunrise coming over the Supersition Mountains. I promise to take pictures next time.

Today has been busy with a bible study at Epiphany Lutheran (about 15 minutes from the main campus in Mesa), and more meetings and greetings with the people at church.

Tonight was the first youth group event of the new school year. Although the numbers were few (most of the congregation is well into retirement age), we had a great time.

Here are a few photos of the church for you: the outside, my office space, and the sanctuary. I also posted a video of the sanctuary here.





That's all for now. Happy Wednesday!

peace--
HGJ

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

6:30 and ready for bed...Uh oh.

Dad sent two packages in one day!?! Can you believe it?

One was a clerical shirt I hope I never have to wear (by the way, do you know how expensive they are? Holy Cow!). More importantly the package included two Hoops and Yo Yo cards. One for me, and one for mom.

Check out their website...it's our favorite: Hoops and Yo Yo

And the other package was a gift package from Hell's Kitchen complete with homemade ketchup, peanut butter, hot damn cocoa, and their toasted sausage bread. Yum!

I worked all day at church, meeting with the pastors and staff, prepping for a bible study tomorrow at Epiphany (one of the Our Savior's campuses) and a sermon on Sunday. So far...so good.

Mom spent the day writing and running errands.

And now it's 6:30. We both have our pjs on, after exercising and dinner, and are ready to watch a movie and go to bed! I can't believe it's still so early. But last night was another rough night of sleeping. We're wishing, hoping, and praying tonight will be better.

The temp was higher today--well over 100 degrees, and I am certain that after driving a bit today and the air conditioner not being top notch, today was a day you could cook things in your car. No joke. One woman calls it "Dashboard Dining."

That's all for now. It's almost Wednesday...woohoo!

Peace--
HGJ and Elly Mae

Monday, September 1, 2008

The Joy of Labor Day

Happy Labor Day!

We just returned from a great swim in the pool, and Arizona is starting to grow on us. It's another hot day but the water is refreshing and beautiful. Storms are supposed to be coming again later today--the clouds are rolling in already, but I am so thankful that we are not in the path of Hurricane Gustav.

I have always said I love water, but it is during these times on the Gulf and across the world, I curse the storms. These hurricanes continue to rob people of their homes, possessions, and lives. As people continue to flee the areas, I am reminded of the last time this happened with Hurricane Katrina. My bags were packed, my passport was in hand, and I was flying away to India for a semester abroad. I am thankful to be closer to home this time around.

I am also grateful to be spending today relaxing before heading back to work tomorrow...something I'm actually excited for! I had a wonderful time Sunday morning leading the Adult Forum. Over 70 people showed up to listen to my "call" story--complete with pictures of home, family, and friends. I loved every minute of it...and I think they enjoyed it too :)

This week's tasks:

1. Bible Study on Wednesday
2. Preach Sunday
3. Try to remember more people's names
4. Try to learn how to be a pastor

But for today: we are off to Fresh and Easy (kind of a neighborhood commercial grocery store) to buy some onions for tacos and fruit for snacking. Hopefully the store is open!

Hope you are all enjoying your long holiday weekend.

love HGJ