Birthday Celebrations!

I celebrated my 25th birthday this weekend! It was one of the best birthdays I have had in a while (minus Hell's Kitchen last year, of course).

The festivities began on Friday afternoon with my college friends. They surprised me by taking me to a water park west of the cities for an overnight extravaganza. It was the perfect getaway.

Saturday morning I returned home to have my whole immediate family there. Popparone, Momma Cakes, Micah, Noah, Abby, and Suz. Plus Unca Ronnie added to the fun! It has been so long since we had all spent a day together and shared in a meal: homemade pizza, corn mush, green bean salad, and birthday cake!
We spend our time together playing games, telling stories, laughing, and...going down to the river! It has been many, many years since all of us have gone down together. Abby, Noah, Woofie, and I went swimming. Woofie came too!

The water was so shallow we could walk across to the island. Dad made the trek with us. We spotted eagles and fish along the way.

Saturday evening Dad and I visited Grandma and Bernie to catch up on all of the Osceola news.

Sunday, UB came for the day, and we had such a good time too.

Plus, thank you to all who called and wrote as well. I am so thankful for your love and friendship.

If that weren't enough, there are more celebrations to come. Not necessarily birthday ones, but this week, I get to see some more friends I haven't been with in a year!

What a blessing.

With joy--
HGJ

The Ultimate Waterslide

I love waterslides.

I don't like roller coasters, but I love the anticipation at the top of a waterslide, sitting in the water waiting for the go-ahead from the lifeguard, pushing off, and plunging, twisting and turning, up, down and all around, the slides, finally catching my breath at the bottom in the pool. Going to a water park is, by far, one of my favorite things to do.

I'm up for pretty much any slide, but this one had me completely amazed. Someone sent me this video. Check it out. The slide is sweet. The pool is incredibly small!



Peace--
HGJ

If I could live anywhere...

Today I decided if I could live anywhere in the Twin Cities, it would be Linden Hills in South Minneapolis.

My friends (and newlyweds) emily and Colby live there. It has the neatest shops, a co-op, awesome restaurants, a super cool bakery, gorgeous homes, its own library, and the feel of a small-town. Plus, it's a few blocks from the lakes.

Someday...when I'm rich and famous.

Ha.

A fellow dreamer--
HGJ

Family Camp '09

We spent Sunday--Thursday with friends from my home congregation at Lake Carlos State Park, just outside of Alexandria, Minnesota.

It was fun to reconnect with these families, eat delicious food, enjoy the beautiful weather, and spend all day outside. The temperatures were cooler, but so wonderful.

Little Bertha, Mom's Scamp camper, made the trek just fine. People are still surprised to hear that it sleeps four. Our little egg shaped camper suits us perfectly. Anything more would be too much for us!

What a relaxing time for us all.

Peace--
HGJ

Heavenly Day{s}

The joys of being at home:

*70 degree weather. Talk about heavenly.

*Family time, all the time.

*Reconnecting with friends.

*Woofie. Woofie. Woofie.

*Walks with Popparone.

*Runs in the woods and fields.

*Getting Little Bertha--Mom's Scamp--ready for Family Camp.

*Being able to take naps!

*Baking with the family.

*Passing out my Prickly Pear Jelly to family and friends.

*Visits from neighbors.

*Playing games and putting puzzles together.

*Drinking Wisconsin well water. What a treat!

*It's a real summer vacation! I love it.

All the best--
HGJ

A Full Circle

We pulled up the driveway on 50th avenue just after 8:00 tonight.

It was incredible!

We "roller coastered" on our way--using the hills and bumps of the road to make it feel like were a roller coaster--and made our way through the deep forest. It really looks like a jungle.

We honked the horn, called for Woofie, Dad came out of the house bawling, hugs were shared with Micah and Suz, and sighs of relief were had by all.

We are so thankful that the car survived...we survived...and that all has been made well.

I am looking forward to spending time at home, playing games, going on walks and runs, visiting family and friends, and enjoying this month of freedom.

Who knows when I will have a time like this again?

Almost a year ago we left this place. I looked a lot different. I felt a lot different. A lot of things have changed since then. What a year!

Here are our before and after shots.

I wonder what this next year will bring!

With joy and thanks--

HGJ

4-3-2-1

Today in #s:

4 states: New Mexico, Texas, Oklahoma, & Kansas.

3 rainbows spotted: is this normal?

2 funnel clouds sightings: scary!

1 long day.

Your tired friend--
HGJ

Miracle of Miracles

What a day!

It began early with final packing and loading, frustration over putting on the bike rack + two bikes, and being late to church. It was a little hectic. Thankfully I preached yesterday afternoon, so I didn't have to worry about getting the sermon already.

Church was so special today. The men's chorus sang; they were fantastic. We sang a more contemporary song (a big deal for Our Savior's), led by some of our youth. I preached my final sermons, and they went over very well. We had cake (chocolate and vanilla!), and shared in coffee hour. But nothing quite compared to all of the hugs, words of encouragement and support, and blessings I received today.

It was wonderful to be with people and to reflect on this past year. I have to admit this has not been an easy year for me, but I think it has been a good year. I have many things to be thankful for...many people to be thankful for!

After one last bite to eat with the Hoffman's, my mom and I rolled out of town. We made it 12 miles before the car started to overheat.

12 miles! Yep.

It was 115+ degrees in the direct sunlight, and we started to panic. We had no cell reception, and no idea what to do. Turn around or rest and forge on to higher ground and cooler temperatures?

We decided we didn't have much to lose so we took a break and kept moving. We turned off the a/c, rolled down the windows, and sopped up the sweat.

Thankfully, by the grace of God, we were able to reach the top of the mountain area. It took us a while, but we made it. Special thanks to Matt who, once we were able to reach, was able to help us out...again.

Once we reached northern Arizona, we were set. It really is a beautiful part of the country. Plus, with the huge thunderstorms headed into New Mexico, we saw six rainbows! I have never seen such spectacular sights.

A little while ago, we rolled into Albuquerque to settle down for the night. The first thing I did was to pull out my computer and watch the video specially made by some people at church. It is amazing. Thank you to all who put it together!

Now, after a quick gmail chat, it's time for bed. I'm tired.

Tomorrow's goal is to end up somewhere in Kansas.

Wish us luck.

Peace--
HGJ

One last night in Mesa.

There are so many thoughts going through my head right now about this past year and what is to come--let alone all of the things I need to take care of before I leave.

Here are the top 10 things I'm thinking tonight:

1. It's so hot here. I am looking forward to being in 90 degree weather. What a treat that will be!

2. It's hard to say goodbye, so I'm not going to do it. We'll leave it at "see you soon."

3. I have no idea where I am going to go after graduation. No idea, whatsoever.

4. I am so excited to see my family and friends, and Woofie.

5. Life is complicated.

6. I hope the Ford Focus Wagon makes the trip north.

7. How did I accumulate so many things in life?

8. It feels like this year went by fast, but goodness, there were weeks and even a few months that took an eternity.

9. I don't know how to spell Albuquerque without spell check. What a hard word! That is our first destination goal for tomorrow night.

10. Why didn't I leave out a spoon when I packed up all of my silverware? I can't eat cereal and milk with my hands.

That's the top 10 list, folks. Tomorrow is a big day. I need to turn in.

I sure hope no one steals anything from the car. I guess if they take it, I hope they needed it.

Sleep well.

Best,
HGJ

"The Last Supper"...for now!

The brunch gang, complete with the Colonel, Christine, the Hackneys, Doy, Myron & Jeanne, Phyllis, Jacky, and the Wolds gathered for a special meal tonight in honor of birthdays and my send-off.

It was so much fun! Delicious food at Carrabba's and the best company you can buy :)

Thank you to all who made it happen!

Peace--
HGJ

Oh, and my mom made it back in town for one last round-up of things. Thanks, Mom!

Doy and the Cupcakes

Today was a long, busy day. Two special things made up for the chaos of it though.

I had a lunch date at Olive Garden with Dave and Darlene Wold. Dave is a retired pastor of Our Savior's and actually a newly contracted part-time pastor with our staff again. Both are delightful people. Good food and good conversation. You don't need much more than that!

Tonight Doy, Matt, Bri, and I met up for after-dinner fun at Chili's. They are exceptional people. They know how to laugh, tell good stories, and make a few hours fly by. It is going to be so hard to say goodbye to them. Truly, I will miss nights like these.

But with our newly formed band, Doy and the Cupcakes, I think there is more fun to come for all of us. Don't write us off yet. The name might be silly (ask Doy, he'll tell you), but we have singing, percussion, accordions, whistling, and dancing covered.

Get excited! I am.

My mom flies into Phoenix tomorrow to begin the packing. Tomorrow night brings about birthday celebrations and more goodbyes. Sermon writing should be in the mix too, I guess...I hope!

Peace--
HGJ

Moving Right Along

Katy is here! She is the new intern at Our Savior's who has come to Arizona for a preview visit. Officially she starts August 15th.

It has been so much fun to reconnect with her and share stories. We met at Gustavus--in fact, she was one of the first people I met when I was on campus. It was a delight to have her here, show her the three campuses, welcome her into her new apartment, and introduce her to a handful of Our Savior's best.

Having her here has encouraged me to think more deeply about this past year. I remember my first visit to Arizona, having little idea what I was getting myself into. A lot has happened since then! Many things good, some things hard, with a great deal of chaos and fun mixed into it.

Her arrival also helped to solidify the fact that I am leaving here in a few short days. I can't believe it. It seems like so long ago we made the trek down. Now it's time to repack and head north.

I am so excited for Katy and for all that lies ahead. She will be a great addition to the Our Savior's staff. Plus, she said I can even come back to visit!

Sounds good to me.

Tonight we had youth group, complete with root beer floats, sardines and spoons (the games), and lots of laughter. I love the kids here. I am going to miss them so much.

Tomorrow is another full day: an airport run for Katy, a home communion visit, a lunch date, a final look at my internship evaluation, a rendevouz with our tennis crew, and maybe I should start looking at the sermon text for Sunday. That might be a good idea!

Take care--
HGJ

Prickly Pear Joy

As I wrap things up in Arizona, it seems like I have a million and a half things to do! Thankfully, this afternoon I got to take a break from writing, organizing, and doing some preliminary packing to hang out with Verna & Phyllis.

Phyllis is one of the secretaries at Our Saviors, and Verna is her mom. They are two of my favorite people in Arizona. They embrace the chaos of life and know how to have fun!

Verna had made me prickly pear cactus jelly a few months ago, and I had asked if she would be willing to teach me how to make it. Today was the day! I now have 9 jars of jelly sealed with my own label on them. How great is that?

The fun didn't stop there. Verna has a bright yellow golf cart, which she took me around in to show off her prickly pear crops. She has many!

Not only that, but she let me drive her sweet little cart around.

To top it all off, she made us prickly pear smoothies.

What a refreshing break from the heat and the chaos of the day. Thanks, Verna and Phyllis!

Tomorrow Katy, the new intern, comes for a visit. We are so excited for her to come. It's amazing what can happen in a year.

Peace--
HGJ

If I call loud enough...

Today was my last day at the Epiphany campus in Apache Junction. Overall, it was a great morning. I preached. We prayed. We sang. We laughed.

My most favorite part of the day?

When, after I explained that I'll be returning to school, graduating, and hopefully finding a call, one of my favorite older gentleman said,

"If I call loud enough, does that mean you'll come back?"

He was half serious. There certainly are going to be things I miss about this place.

I headed out to lunch afterward with some of my other favorite people: a few of our youth and their families. They have brought so much joy and reality into our faith life, and I'm so happy to have had the opportunity to sit down with them and catch up.

This afternoon I went to one of the retirement communities and led their worship service. They were so kind. What I like so much about them is they are not afraid to speak the truth. I wish we were all more inclined that way, even when it's difficult. They have been great teachers over these past 11 months.

Tonight, Matt and Bri continued the celebrations with me over pizza and swimming as the monsoon storms rolled in. They are so great. What a perfect way to start the beginning of my last week!

Tomorrow it's off to figure out more car issues and how to make Prickly Pear Cactus Jelly, while packing some things up at church, writing my final evaluation, and looking at the sermon texts for the next weekend.

Next Sunday night at this time, I hope to be in New Mexico.

That's the report from Arizona. I hope tomorrow it's cooler. This heat is incredible.

Peace--
HGJ

I'm Back!

These past weeks are a blur. All I know is that I'm glad they are behind me!

Tonight after a good run (indoors, of course) and I picked up the fixed car, I decided to sit down and do some back-logging of blog entries in hope of filling in the past couple weeks a little bit (pictures included).

So...scroll down, and enjoy!

Peace--
HGJ

P.S. In other exciting news, we found out today that we were part of the lottery for the Twin Cities 10 Mile on October 4th. Abby and I are going to run it together. Noah's doing the marathon. He just can't get enough.

Who would have thought I would ever be excited to "win" a "lottery" for running a race?

Bittersweet Goodbyes

With just a week and a half left in Arizona, it feels like I'm riding an emotional roller coaster!

I have enjoyed so many things about this place and my time here. I am already preparing to miss certain things and special people. Overall, this year has been a good one. Not the easiest, by any means, but a good one.

I don't necessarily want to say goodbye or leave, but, at the same time, I am ready to go home.

I am ready to be closer to my family and friends and to finish this seminary business up.

Tuesday morning--with the help of my closest sem. friends--I registered for the fall semester. After looking at the class rosters, I'm actually kind of looking forward to being in class. I'm sure those feelings won't last long, but they existed, at least for a moment!

Plus, on my way back from Epiphany this morning, my car sprung a coolant leak in the 115 degree heat, just before the Bible Study I was supposed to lead. I am ready to get back north and not have to worry about dealing with car issues by myself.

It's not time for official goodbyes yet, but it's not something I want to leave until the last moment. Thank you's need to be said, meals shared, and hugs exchanged.

Not to mention, two more sermons to write and preach :)

Katy, Our Savior's new intern, comes this next week for a visit. I am excited to show her around, pass along tips, and help her get started on her new adventure.

It's hard to believe how much can change in a year. My goodness.

Take care--
HGJ

Living in a Hair Dryer

Erin dropped me off at the airport just after 5 this morning. It was hard to leave Minnesota and Wisconsin behind. I was just getting back into a normal routine and enjoying quality time with family and friends, not to mention the beautiful summer weather!

Duties in Arizona called me back, as well as a need to wrap things up for my internship year and begin the ever-looming goodbyes.

And now that I'm back, I am glad to be here for this short time. It has almost been a bit of a break to have my own space and own schedule. For that I am grateful.

What I'm not so happy about? The 115 degree weather! It's like living in a hair dryer! Every time I step outside, it takes my breath away. It doesn't doesn't even "cool off" at night--meaning get below 100.

I can't believe people live here!

(Yes, I understand the reasoning vs. cold winters, but still!)

Wow.

Stay cool--
HGJ

It's a great day for a WHITE wedding!

The big day finally came! On Saturday the 11th we were able to celebrate with emily and Colby, their closest family and friends. It was the most wonderful day!

It was so much fun to be a part of their day. After the chaos of the past weeks, it was nice to spend quality time with Erin, Dan, and Gwen, and emily & Colby, of course. They are such good people.

Now, we are all gearing up for the Green/Smith wedding in October. Yeah!

Here are some pictures. I apologize for the blurriness. Once I get my hands on real photos, I will post a few of those. With these, at least you get a taste of what our day was like!

(Pictures courtesy of em's friend & attendant, Kate)

What a fun, easy-going, & loving couple. I am blessed to have them in my life!

To the Whites!

With joy--
HGJ

Romania the Beautiful

Once we returned to the U.S., I didn't have much time to process our trip to Romania. Actually, it wasn't until my flight back to Phoenix that I took time to look at some pictures. Here are some of my favorites.




I have also uploaded some to a web album. I had to pair down the 1,000 of pictures from the group, but you can check out 80 more pictures or so here.

Enjoy!

HGJ

Peşte...The Traveling Fish

This one is inspired by none other than Laura Aase.

"Charlie IV" (or maybe even V) made it to Romania. Actually Charlie and his twin fish went to greet the Romanian children and spend time being thrown around, playing games, teaching the story of Jesus and the 5,000, and making us all laugh. They loved the fish so much, we made them a part of the school's collection.

Laura introduced these fantastic fish to me last year when we went to Guatemala. These fish are now a staple in my ministry activities and in my traveling.

Thanks for sharing, Laura!

The question is where is our peşte going next?

All the best--
HGJ

Patience, Patience, Patience.

Each day calls for exercises in patience at Regions! The days are long and we are all tired. We can't wait to get home.

Thankfully, Dad continues to progress with his therapies. I have the honor of being with his partner in crime for all of his sessions. I have a new found respect for therapists.

It's a good thing we all have different gifts! There's no way I could do this day after day, week after week. One of Dad's favorite sayings holds true: One day at a time.

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

--Reinhold Niebuhr

Peace--
HGJ

CaringBridge for Popparone

Sometimes I don't have enough to say for one blog. Certainly I'm not important enough for two.

Last week I took on creating a CaringBridge website for my dad. It has been wonderful to document progress, struggles, and hopes and to receive notes of kindness, support, love, and care to my dad and our family.

So, I probably won't be updating on here as much over the next few days. Check out Pappa Neil's page instead. Feel free to read, drop a note, say a prayer.

Anything is greatly appreciated.

As for other news, I talked to Pr. Mark (my supervisor) this morning and he encouraged me to stay at home these next days. Before this morning, I was planning on flying back to AZ for the weekend and the first part of next week. Then I was going to fly home for em and Colby's wedding, to return to the hot climate on the 12th. Now I am staying back in MN through the 12th.

It has all worked out...and for the best. I am thrilled to be able to stay close and help out with these next days at the hospital and the transition home to Osceola. My parents--especially my dad--are thankful too. It is such a blessing.

Thanks to Phyllis for making the logistics behind the dress straighten out.

Hope you are well.

Off to bed--I keep trying to fend off jet lag, but I don't think it's working too well.

Peace--
HGJ

Baby Steps

Today was a better day than yesterday, just as we hope tomorrow will be better than today. We are all very tired--not sure if that's jet lag or from spending so much time at the hospital. Probably both.

Regardless, I am too tired to go through all of the details of today, so here are some highlights.

1. Help from family--everyone has been incredible. No one else quite compares. From the housing, transportation, food, hugs, visits, and love, I am truly blessed to be a part of the Johnson/Mason clan.

2. Hearing of Dad's more lucid conversations about politics with Mom and Noah early this morning. He expressed his angst against Reagan and his hope for Obama...all in true Neil fashion. He didn't return to such a conversational level the rest of the day, in fact, he still has a hard time remembering a lot of things, but things are still looking up.

3. Being able to spend my days with Dad at the hospital without having to worry about work or school. I am so thankful to be here to support my family (Plus, I don't think I would be of much use right now in a different state. Arizona seems like too far away these days). We made another huge move today by moving him to the 9th floor, acute rehab center. Progress is being made. It's slow, but it's there.

4. Spending extra time today with Unca, UB, and Uncle Ed. Plus, there was a surprise visit from Kira and a special, special note and present from her and Brian. Their thoughtfulness and care mean so much.

5. Knowing another day of therapy is done, which means we are one day closer to getting Dad home.

6. Phone calls from so many friends. If I haven't called back yet, I promise I will.

7. Making a CaringBridge website for Dad. Check it out here. Leave a note. He would love it.

7. And last but not least...as a fun memory exercise tonight, I asked Dad if he wanted to sing. He said yes, and so with the ArtBarn on our minds and The Chocolate Milk Cow open again this weekend, we sang some of our favorite songs. It was wonderful. We went through the lyrics together a little at a time, helping each other along the way. After he was tired and back to his short answers, but it was a great way to end the day.

So now we are all beat and headed off to bed. More adventures are to come, that's for sure.

Peace--
HGJ

"I am so grateful..."

It was such a relief to hug my dad just past 12 am this morning. I was only with him for a few minutes, but it was pure joy to see him recognize me, say my name, and give thanks for me coming home.

This day has been quite the roller coaster. After a few hours of sleep at Uncle Ed's house, my mom and I returned to Regions to spend the day with dad. We got him moved out of the ICU and set up with a team of doctors and therapists. It has been so wonderful to be close to dad and to be able to touch him, yet he just isn't the same.

The stroke has not affected most of his physical abilities, but because of the hematoma's location on his brain, its effects are primarily with his mind and speaking. He has no short term memory at all, and for a long time today, he thought it was 1994. He has a hard time recollecting most things (everything from where he is to what different kinds of animals and fruit there are). He says "yes" a lot...I mean, a lot, and a few other token phrases: "I just don't know." and "I've tried so hard." My favorite?

"I am so grateful..."

His speech pattern is delayed extensively and he has a hard time finding words and putting them together. On top of that, he can hardly keep his eyes open. It is hard to believe that a man this tired and this incoherent can be grateful.

But then again, this isn't any ordinary man. It's Popparone.

At the end of our day together there was a glimmer of hope. We called up Grandma and got him on the phone with her. It was like the fogginess over his mind lifted and for a brief few sentences he was closer to the Poppa we know. Then UB got him laughing and he was able to converse in more than one word answers. Still, soon after his eyes drifted shut and he fell asleep. These most precious moments of the day, for sure.

His prognosis is still unknown. We are not completely clear on the extent of his disabilities, nor on the plan to get him back to the fullest of his abilities.

We ask for continued prayers and support for him and for the rest our family, especially these next days. We trust that God will continue to provide light even in the midst of darkness.

Now I am headed to bed--jet lagged and all-- knowing one thing I know for sure: I am so very grateful.

I have had a good teacher, don't you think?

All the best--
HGJ

Welcome home.

We made it back in the country! It was sweet bliss to hear the immigration officer say, "Welcome home." With all the unknown these past few days, it was comforting to be in a place where I have the ability understand most things and don't have to change my currency to buy a snack.

I have been at JFK going on 6 hours now waiting for my Sun Country flight back to Minneapolis. Everyone else has already left back to Arizona and my mom to MSP. It was well worth saving $500 and taking this flight, but I am anxious to get back to the Twin Cities. This 24 hour day has turned into a 36 hour day.

Thanks to friends for keeping me occupied and to Boingo for letting me get on the internet for an hour!

Noah, UB, Unca, and Ed & Karen have been on Popparone duty today. They say he is continuing to slowly improve. Hopefully we will get him out of the ICU soon. I talked to Dad for a brief moment. He doesn't quite sound like himself (he is still somewhat confused), but it was good to hear his voice. I am looking forward to seeing him tonight, even if it is late.

The unknown remains...how long will Dad be in the hospital...how long will my stay be...will this affect my last four weeks in Arizona...etc.?

Still, I have been reminded this week of how grateful I am for having my incredible family and great friends. All are blessings.

And thank you for all of the prayers!

With thanks--
HGJ

Sleepless in Bucharest

Things have been chaotic these last 48 hours. We received news of Dad being hospitalized. Things have gone from bad to worse to now pretty stable again. He had a stroke and was transferred from Osceola Medical Center to Regions Hospital in St. Paul. Things have been crazy with trying to be in contact with home while being in Europe. Our flight leaves at 6 am, and we are headed to Prague, New York, and now, I have decided to head home to be with the family. I'm not sure what the next days will entail, so please keep the prayers coming.

As one of my favorite Our Saviors couples says,

Take care. Keep the faith.

Peace--
HGJ

Cinci!

As you might have noticed, I have been using all of my favorite Romanian words as my titles. Cinci (pronounced "cheench") means 5. For some reason, we all like it.

This morning our team, coordinators, and high school volunteer translators headed to the gypsy Pentecostal church. Matt preached, we sang. The pastor was charismatic enough to keep the long, long, long service interesting. Then we broke off with the children and make friendship bracelets and played games. They were so much fun. It's amazing how you can communicate non-verbally and still teach and laugh together. Their favorite thing today was to get us to make animal noises. FYI: animal noises are not universal.

This afternoon we headed to T-M (a near by city) and visited the local tourist sites. Most importantly we visited Buckner's transitional home(apartment) that houses three girls who were previously at Zao Orphanage and moved in hopes of educating them and providing them with new opportunities so they can function in everyday life. It was a pleasure to meet them and to hear their hopes and dreams. I hope this ministry continues to be supported. It was like night and day between the kids yesterday and the kids today. It goes to show that there is hope even in the worst of circumstances.

It is hard to believe our time is coming to a close. Soon I will be back in the heat of Arizona. I am not looking forward to that part.

Congrats to Noah and Abby on finishing the marathon in the heat. We are so proud of you! Next time I'm there to cheer you on.

All the best--
HGJ

P.S. Happy Father's Day.

Buna!

Hello! Today was a hard day…an overwhelming day…a disheartening day, in many ways. We traveled an hour away, through the beautiful valley of hills, to Zao. The farmland scenery was breathtaking. A joyful change from the desert landscape! Most orphanages in the country were closed down post-Communism and the children were placed in group homes. However, a few still remain, one of them being in Zao.

The orphanage is seated at the top of a hill in a wooded area. This is not some ordinary building, but a rundown castle that was taken away from a lord during Communism. Over 70 children have been placed at “the Castle”—ages 5 to 21+. Romanians can stay under the care of Child Protective Services until they are either: 26 years old or find a full-time job. I was surprised to hear that they keep the children in the system that long.

Most of the children have parents and are not true “orphans,” but they were placed in an institution because there families could not care for them. Some of the children go home during the summer months, others visit families on weekends. Still, many have limited contact with the outside world.

As we drove up the steep hill to the main entrance, children began running at the cars from every direction. We were not allowed to take pictures or else I would show you. The children were unbelievably excited to have visitors. We were warned ahead of time that the children would be a little more out of control than the previous children we worked with. That statement held true! It was evident that parenting, disciplining, and love wrapped with respect and service were not a part of their upbringing. Once the children warmed up to us, they could not let go of us. They hugged, kissed, held hands—whatever they could do to have human contact.

We spent the morning running another VBS-like session. I did the memory verse station again. I am so glad to be done with it! I don’t like doing that sort of thing at home in English, so to do it in Romanian with kids that have little interest in memorizing something from the Bible was not the most fun part of the trip. Still, we survived alright.

The afternoon time was spent doing water games and relays. They loved it—we just could not keep them under control. It was pure chaos! Kids were running everywhere, pushing, shoving, arguing, and doing whatever they wanted.

As I write this though, I am reminded that I can’t really blame them. They are victims of a harsh world and a corrupt system. Their innocence has been stripped. Their basic needs of food, clothing, and shelter are being met at the most minimal level. Their actions are a result of their lives.

What was so hard was to see them and to know of the high probability that they will not have full-functioning lives. They live in a world governed by poverty, abuse, little education, and even prostitution. It makes my heart break thinking about it.
However, as much as the day was hard, I am so happy to have had the opportunity to go and visit the children. Although they are scarred emotionally and physically, they are a joy.

So, that’s what I know for today. Tomorrow we are headed to a Gypsy Pentecostal church! Woohoo.

Peace—
HGJ

Simple Joy.

We can't believe it's Friday already! It feels like we have only been here a short time, and now we are looking at finishing our last day of work at the CDC. Tomorrow is on to new projects, but it will be hard to be saying goodbye to the children here.

It has been fascinating working at the CDC and with the gypsy children. The gypsies are considered outcasts and are considered the poorest ethnic group. The enitre community continues to suffer from the ramifications of being under Communist rule, which ended in the 80s, but the gypsies especially face difficult circumstances. Many live without proper housing, regular meals, and basic educational and employment opportunities. It is hard to swallow what these children face on a daily basis--they have lived more of a life in their young age than most any of us could imagine.

Still, when they enter the CDC they are given a new set of clothes, a toothbrush, snacks, and a full hot meal. They leave the outside world of oppression and abuse and enter a place full of love, openness, safety, and hope. The kids are extremely well behaved and respectful. I think they have some things to teach our culture!

I wish everyone had the opportunity to travel and be reminded that our way of life in the U.S is not the only valid way of life. The world is so much bigger than our small community or church or state. It has been a good reminder for us all.

These past few days we have been running a pseudo-VBS with the group, with the help of a dozen high school volunteer translators. They are awesome! So smart, excited about the projects, and so kind in helping us understand what the kids are saying. It has been incredible to spend time with them and to laugh with them. They are heroes.

We spend our mornings with young children (Pre-K through 2nd grade) who come to the CDC most days of the week. The afternoon we welcome a smaller group of their siblings. Unfortunately, this week is their only opportunity spend time with the Buckner group on a regular basis. What is even more heartbreaking is seeing other children climb the fence in hope of getting in, for even a few hours. Because of lack of financial resources, only a select group can come. Hopefully some day, the CDC won't have to turn kids away. They would love to come and be a part of the activities, and they certainly would benefit from it.

Other highlights from the past few days are:

*Trying our Romanian accents and phrases. For some reason, it sounds more Italian than anything else, but we laugh a lot.

*Playing games with the children.

*Hearing the kids excited about our basic teachings of loving and sharing with all people.

*Non-verbally communicating with the kids through touch, smile, and hugs.

*Singing new songs, though we don't quite understand the words!

*Having group time with our team. We are really lucky being with such a good traveling group that is flexible and knows how to have fun.

So, n0w we are off for our last day of work there. Pictures will have to wait until later. Only a few more days and we'll be headed home. Time flies when you're having fun!

Miss you all. Wish you were here.

Peace--
HGJ

Nu este mai mare...

Hello!

The internet didn't work yesterday so we could not write. It is actually nice to not be so connected to the computer, though being away from the news and regular updates is hard, especially without a phone.

Our VBS starts today at the CDC (Community Development Center) and we are so excited. We will work with about 75 kids today. The CDC is located in the po0rest area of Turneveni--an area highly populated by gypsys. Our first look at the CDC proved the need for such programming in this city. Very poor area, lots of people. I think word has gotten out that foreigners are in town, so a crowd started to gather as soon as we arrived there yesterday. It's only a mile from the hotel so we are hoping to do some walking back and forth these next days.

Everyone has been friendly, though of course we don't understand what they are saying when they look at us. It is both riveting and scary at the same time to be in a place where we know no language.

Mom and I are in charge of memory verse station today. Not my favorite thing ever--I hated doing it when I was a kid! Still, we have been having a blast getting ready for it. We have been trying to memorize the verse in Romanian. John 15:13 Nu este mai mare dragoste decut, sa-si dea cineva viata pentru prieteni sai.

This is how we wrote it down: New yesta my mare draghost deecut, soosh daya chenava viatsa pentrue preanteknee soy. Oh, my.

We have high school translator volunteers working with us and they are so much fun. Our education pales in comparison to their brilliance. Each speaks 4+ languages! They are all very sweet and we are looking forward to getting to know them better. We are happy to have good people to laugh at our mispronounciation and misunderstanding.

Our food has been great so far. Breakfast has been good. Basically sandwich fixings, yogurt, fruit, good coffee, bread, and this delicious nutella-like stuff. Yesterday we had Romanian pizza and salads for supper.
No complaints on that end at all.

Well, we are ready to head out to the CDC for the day. It is rainy...and glorious! I heard thunder last night and it was such a treat. I missed clouds and storms.

Hope you have a great day. Think of us and the kids we are working with. They need all the love they can get. (Don't we all?)

Pace--
HGJ

Dracula Schnitzel!

We are here! We finally made it to our final destitation in Romania (at least through Sunday): Turneveni.

Yesterday/Today was the longest day ever! The flights were long, the seats unbelievably uncomfortable, the drive through the mountains bumpy, but we made it just fine. We have hardly been able to keep our eyes open after two sleepless nights, but we are all so excited to be in this special place.

We stopped in a lovely town in the mountains for lunch. I took pictures but am too tired to upload them today. Guess what I had? Dracula Schnitzel! We're in Transylvania land! Actually it was chicken with fruit and feta cheese baked together. Delicious.

We have all been struck by Romania's green beauty. Actually as we were landing, I said that it looked like Wisconsin. In many ways it does...minus the majestic mountains, of course. I feel right at home in that way. Still, the buildings are classic old European, many with these bright red roofs. So great in comparison to the desert colors of Arizona.

We just took a walk around the city and have gathered back at the hotel to
shower, eat, and gear up for the days ahead. My feet are finally starting to return to normalcy after being swollen like sausages, and slowly we are adapting to the time changes.

Hope you are all well!

Peace--
HGJ

Synod-Sponsered Getaway

It's Saturday night! Where did the days go?

This morning we returned from the Grand Canyon's three-day assembly on Reaching the Lost, the Least, the Last, and the Little. Great topic, but it didn't quite match up to our location!

This is what my assembly partly-consisted of.

In fact, it was not fitting at all to be talking about the lost, the least, the last, and the little of our society at Scottdale's luxury Phoenician resort. It is by far one of the nicest resorts in the area. We were supposed to stay at another resort but it went bankrupt, so we were "bumped up."

Once I got passed how excessive everything was, I was able to calm down a little bit. It was nice to getaway from Mesa for a little bit and to enjoy the company of fellow interns and church friends. Still, I think we need to re-evaluate how we do these assemblies. Someday...someday.

The meetings were not the most riveting, but the resolutions for the memorials on Peace not Walls, the ELCA's Sexuality Statement, and the ordination of pastors in homosexual relationships were all passed. Of course there was some heated discussion, and there was dissension from the votes, but it was encouraging to see the synod move the way it did.

One of the issues our church is facing right now is how to address the sexuality issues and the votes for them at the national church assembly: whether to have a simple majority (over half) or a 2/3 majority in order to have the resolutions passed. I can understand why the 2/3 majority rule makes sense, especially over something so controversial in our churches, but I found it interesting to hear that when the ordination of women came up it passed only at 57%. 57%!

I wonder where I would be if it didn't pass when it did. Or if I would be here right now anyway.

I am curious, nonetheless, to see how the national assembly goes in August.

So, now I am headed out on one last run in Mesa, then it's bedtime. Our ride to the airport comes at 3:15 am. That's right...A.M.!

Romania, here we come! If I have the opportunity to blog, I sure will. If not, see you in 11 days.

Peace--
HGJ

Throw It!

After lunch out with our treasurer today, I headed home to do some purging. With the impending trips and my worries about fitting everything in my car to head home, I decided to start now.

I went through every article of clothing I have in Arizona. I got rid of everything that doesn't fit anymore (even my favorites!) and the things I just don't wear.

The end result? This.

A pile almost as high as my bed! Four huge garbage bags worth of donations.

I only have three pairs of pants left, but hey, what can you do?

Talk about liberating.

Hope you had a great day!

Best--
HGJ

The Goodness of Summer

I love summer.

Seriously, I wish it was summer all year long. People are so much more relaxed. It's fun to see kids out of school. Family vacations are planned. The sun is out longer. You can eat popsicles everyday without guilt. Normal schedules at church are tossed out the window, which means time for days at the water park, coffee with parishoners, and Vacation Bible School. Tonight was our first night. It was fun. I forgot how much fun VBS can be when you're not the one in charge.

Our Saviors, like 75% of the other churches in the area, are using Group's Crocodile Dock. Gosh, they must make a killing off of us. If I were better at curriculum planning, I would write my own and sell it for half the cost. Still, it was fun to see Chadder the Chipmunk again and to learn some new songs. I even got the job of "Skeeter" for the opening skit. Aren't I lucky?!

With VBS week here, it also means that my time in Arizona is drawing to a close. It's not time to say goodbye forever yet, but some goodbyes have been in order.

Yesterday morning I had the opportunity to do the whole service at Epiphany by myself. No other pastors present. That was kind of fun, and it was a Communion Sunday! Then I zipped over to preach at Gold Canyon for my last Sunday there. They had a nice sending service for me. It was very nice. The Hackneys even took pictures.

Can you guess what I'm thinking in this funny picture? I have no clue, but I was really happy in that moment.

Plus, we had cake together! It was delicious.

So now, I have VBS the rest of the week, interrupted by our Synod Assembly Thursday--Saturday. Then at 4 am on Sunday I head to the airport to catch a ride to Romania. 10 days later I return for a brief hiatus, then it's off to camp for a week, which means soon after I take a quick jaunt back to Minnesota for emily & Colby's wedding! Two weeks later, I pack up my stuff and head north.

The rest of my time here is going to go by fast. I am confident though that it will be well spent.

Plus, I'm just happy I'm not counting down 400 hours worth of work at United like I did last summer.

Hope you have been enjoying the goodness of summer. If not, have a popsicle! Somehow, it makes everything seem a little better.

Peace--
HGJ

Game. Set. Match.

Tonight I didn't have to go to church. A shocker, I know.

Youth group was postponed until tomorrow...what a treat! (We are taking a group to Sunsplash! If you know anything about me, you know I love water, which means water parks are one of my favorite destinations in all the world.)

Anyway, because of the new found freedom of Wednesdays, we gathered our normal crew for a night of tennis: Matt and his wife Bri, our council president Doy, my mom while she is in AZ, and a friend of the Dobyns' (and now us) and fellow travel companion to Romania, Jill.

Jill cleaned up tonight, with a close finish by Doy. Matt is getting pretty darn good. Bri always carries the luck of the orange monster pants, and my mom and I can usually hold our own--at least enough to keep people playing with us.

I think we can all say we are getting better with each week, and it's so much fun. Tonight we only played about two hours worth and we petered out. Usually we make it three. I think the heat had something to do with it. Regardless, it was so much fun to be outside and moving.

Now I just need to find people to play tennis with me when I get back up north! Who's in?

Hope you are all well.

Peace--
HGJ

P.S.

Someday I want to run like Conan.

If you didn't catch the first episode of The Tonight Show with him, you missed out.

Hilarious.

HGJ

On a Mission.

Today all of the interns & their supervisors in the Phoenix area "missional co-hort" gathered for one last official time. A seminary professor was sent down to facilitate a discussion on the missional emerging perspectives of the church.

We discussed:

A. God: the theological understandings that frame our work.

B. Church: what does it mean to be a missional church?

C. Leadership: how are we engaged as missional leaders?

I am pleased to say it was a fruitful workshop. It was refreshing to be around partners in ministry who have the same vision for the church and the pastoral role among it.

Some of our main conclusions that we reaffirmed were:

• God (Father, Son, & Holy Spirit) is alive and active in the world.
• God is gracious and loving to all people--including those people not in the church pews.
• Our ministry is to join in the work God is already doing in the world.
• Missional ministry is not pastorally centered--it involves using the gifts of all people. Pastors--in the proclamation of the Gospel-- help to encourage, support, and welcome these gifts.
• There are differences between a "missional church" and "multi-campus ministry."
  
• Change is not only a vitally important part of church life, but a good part.
• The church isn't so much about gathering with like minds, rather it's about the sending of believers into the messy, chaotic, and often dark world.
• The church isn't about money or big buildings.
  
• We don't have all the answers.
  
• Our traditions have held us well in many aspects, but in some ways they greatly inhibit the church.
  
• Instead of using our hands up/against the world in proclamation we use our hands to welcome and serve through our proclamation.

None of this is ground-breaking, earth-shattering ideology, but it was rejuvenating and exciting to mull over and think about practical theology. Perfect for a not so academic/but passionate person who likes real-life application!

Now if only we can foster this lens with those around us...

I'm messing around with the idea that when I get back to Luther I might work with the Congregational Leadership division to work on doing some "missional development/re-development" study and maybe even enter a track alongside of my candidacy approval. It could help me get placed in a church where these ideas have already been initiated.

Or maybe I'll just stick it out with my youth ministry concentration. We'll see.

Anyway, another Monday has come and gone, and it's June. Rabbit, rabbit.

Oh and Happy Birthday, Popparone!

Peace--
HGJ

Pocket Full of Sunshine

Hello! Sorry for taking so long to write. I have failed miserably at blogging lately. This past week I gave up getting up at 5 am in lieu of exercising after the sun goes down, which means by the time I am done with things for the day and ready to write, I'm not really in the mood.

So I guess it's time for a big update, complete with pictures.

Last week was a good week--minus the heat. I don't like the three-digit temperatures at all. I would rather be in 10 degree weather than 100. You year-round Arizonians can disagree, no problem, but I'm not changing my mind, at least tonight. Unfortunately, there are no forecasts of cool change in the near future, which means by the time it cools down for an extended period of time, I'll be back in Minnesota.

Still, even in this deadly heat, there is beauty in the desert. It's not the gigantic sandbox that I thought it was when I showed up last year. The cacti are beautiful.
This week was made complete by Kira's visit. We got to hang out all day Monday for Memorial Day in northern Phoenix with her sister and brother-in-law. It was so much fun. Then Monday night--Wednesday morning we spent time catching up, laughing, eating watermelon, putting puzzles together, swimming, making pancakes, seeing The Soloist (go see it!), running, and enjoying Mesa & Wildflower Bakery together in between my office hours at work. Plus, Wednesday was her birthday, so we were able to have a special celebration. Only two more months until we can hang out all the time! :)

After we said our goodbyes, I zipped to Mayo to do a special hospital visit and made it back in time for youth group. Wednesday nights are always a highlight of my week, but this week it was overwhelmingly difficult. I have written before about some of the issues that our youth in our congregation are facing. Take that and multiply it by 100. Things have continued to escalate...and not in a good way. You couldn't pay me to be a teenager again. Yet in the midst of such brokenness, heartache, and dysfunction, all of us were reminded the importance of friendship and faith.

Thursday I spent most of the day planning for our trip to Romania with Matt and Bri. We have been busy developing our VBS curriculum and collecting humanitarian aid. We leave in two weeks, can you believe it? We are all really looking forward to the trip. Part of our group had a celebration night with fajitas and swimming. They are wonderful people.

Friday was a catch-up and cleaning day. Not the most fun, but as a treat I went and saw Up. It's another must-see movie. I loved every minute of it. Visually it is very effective and the storyline is heartwarming. Plus, I think there's a man in my congregation who is "Mr. Fredrickson." An additional bonus is Pixar's short film at the beginning of the movie. It's great.

In the meantime, I have been doing things very uncharacteristic. I finally let my mom teach me how to sew! It was actually pretty fun, and the apron turned out. If I don't graduate or if I can't get a call next year, I'll start taking orders. Check it out.

Then with the new apron, I had to try it out in the kitchen. Cooking and sewing all in one day! What's going on!?

That's the week-long update.

Added bonus? I do not have any commitments at church this weekend. How often does that happen? I'm enjoying it while it lasts. Church is different when it's not a requirement. Funny how that works.

Hope you are all well.

Best--
HGJ